Chasing you downFrom now on, I'll stop fooling around. I'll start chasing you for real. Be prepared: I want those two words again.Chasing you down
I guess I can't have you. And I don't really now if I still want you. But I do now I can't let go of you, Although I don't know in which way...
But even if I can't have you, I want your smile and hapiness, I wanna be around to see them. And I do wanna make you proud, So I'm chasing you now.
Not for real, Just going the same path As the one you chose Until I reach you Until I'm by your side.
I don't ne
SCAM's"I'll always be by your side Every single time Never letting you die. SCAM's for life."SCAM's
DevaneiosMaybe I should walk away. Give up. It would be so much painless than here. There I could erase myself. Be known be no one. Disappear. Be what I always wanted to be: nothing at all. Wouldn't it be great? No screaming, no arguing, no talking, no tet-a-tet, no having to pretend that I'm listening, no promising, no having to be there, no having to make everyone proud... no pressure, only emptyness. And, oh, how I wish I could turn away and embrace all this emptyness that fullfills me. It would be so magical, so relaxing. So I can only dream of everyone's disappearance and death, so that I can let myself die as well in piece with me. Please, do diDevaneios
Get Me OutAs I stay in this place called home I understand more and more The urgency to get away, to run away.Get Me Out
This place, it can destroy anyone. Choose who you want to choose: It will break and fall, It will be destroyed.
If it was fast I would not complain, But this place kills me slowly To the point of getting my bad's out And irradicate all the good's.
I don't even understand How I stand this. Why did I not kill her? Why did I not walk away? Why did I not turn away? Why am I still here? Get me out.
If Barely...My heart still beats However slow My mouth still speaks However lowIf Barely...
My eyes still see If only blurry My ears still hear If only stirrings
My feet still move Although they shuffle My lungs still breathe Although it's muffled
My feeling remains If only barely My anger still burns If only unfairly
My mind still refuses Even though I never promised My tongue is still bitten Even though it's just honest
Unwilling AttachmentYelling at me Won't make it better. Is your goal toUnwilling Attachment
Put me down constantly?
Hitting me Won't make me love you. You call it dscipline. But is that really all it is?
Pushing me down
Won't help me up. You call it encouragement. But do you really believe that?
Swearing at me Won't make me understand. Do you enjoy Calling me those names?
Putting me last Won't tell me I mean anything. Am I truly
Forgotten that easily?
Acting like you hate me Won't tell me you love me. So why am I s
It's Not HomeI always thought that Hell was someplace below Earth. I didn't know it was right here in this place that people call "home." In this jail, I have no voice. I can only wait in silence, Ignoring the screams, the curses, and the torture.It's Not Home
Why do things have to be like this? Can't they understand? When their child cries, helpless, with no one else to turn to, Why can't they stop screaming at her?
They pound it into my brain. "It's all your fault, your fault, your fault." But have I even done anything wrong in the first place? Sometimes I think they just like to make me sad.
30/20/2009
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